Not even a week later and the tables have completely turned.
It is so hard to do the right thing for yourself when it means losing the one thing you really want.
I know I needed to walk away, but that doesn't make it any easier. He didn't appreciate me, he didn't love me. And my deal all along was if the feelings werent mutual I would walk.
So here I am. Without my best friend and the man I love like crazy. And I'm having to move on. Again. For the past year and a half I was doing the same thing, only to NOT finish, him come back, and now I have to start over.
I never wanted to live life without him. And now I'm choosing to, so I can move on, so hopefully someday I can love somebody else.
Life. Life life life.
It goes on.
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