I have been extremely negative in my blogs. but thats not my entire life. so i should probably be writing not all bad, so the people i know read this dont start tweaking. although one already has. ha. sorry ben.
so life. lets see.
well, for one, these nasty headaches suck. i cant even imagine what brandie goes through. they make me want to go to sleep and not get up until they are completely gone.
sorry thats not positive.
stuco. gaaah. i love stuco. the message last week was amazing
THATS WHAT ILL TALK ABOUT
[you see, thats why i talk so much. bc if yo talk enough, at some point, inspiration will hit you. no words are useless :D ok thats a lie but... oh well]
so at stuco this week. i was sitting there with megs and totally bawling my head off bc of realizations and some other stuff im not going to talk about on here. and i really felt God telling me to go talk to Melissa. and being the bad person i am, i refused. i had plenty of excuses, of course. other people might need her. she might think im stupid. i dont want to trouble them anymore. i dont want leaders knowing that im this upset [bc they obviously couldnt SEE me, right? ha]. well I kept feeling Him push and push and i refused and refused. and suddenly melissa walked up, put her arms around megs and I, and told us she felt God was really telling her to come pray with us. oh my gosh. i sobbed like no other. it made me feel so LOVED and CARED for. the fact that God was like ok, i know you cant come to me right now, so ill come to you. I could feel His arms wrap around me, and practically hear him whispering I love you in my ear.
amazing moment.
probably one of the best iv ever had
thank you to amazing leaders at CCC and StuCo and even my school and other churches that are available for Gods use. you have no idea the positive impact you are having on some people
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