i can never think of good subject lines. ever.

so im trying to make the best out of whats going on. something that would be really great, though, would be knowing why im grounded. but every time i ask my mom, she changes her reason
uuuurgh

but anyway...

i love justice. i do. i love working there. BUT. there are a lot of downsides. you dont have a set schedule. unless its the holiday season, hours are crap. and because im still a student i almost always have to close, and closing SUCKS. my favorite manager left. and as soon as the holidays are over, the manager who came back will be firing half the girls on staff. and since she doesnt know me, that will probably include me.

good news?

since it doesnt look like my mom is going to be letting me move out, i decided to do childcare at home. pays 8 bucks an hour, about 3 hours a day, 5 days a week. 15 hours a week is about how many hours im going to be getting a MONTH at justice [@&#*$%*@] thats about 120 a week, 240 a paycheck. thats way better than what im getting now, so im quitting justice. i was hesitant to do this bc i want to move out and dont want this holding me back. but if i move out, its just one way of showing my mom ill be sticking around. but it doesnt look like shes going to let me move out, so whatever...

Bs funeral was pretty. but hard to see... oh well. i miss her. im not happy about the fact that shes gone. who would be? whatever. it was good to go to church again, see everybody. always cheers me up. it was smart to go there after the funeral, i needed the comfort.


alsdfjalsdf. life. its crazy.
i cant wait for college.
165 days now? until i move out, that is. maybe 167. i cant remember.
whatever, close enough :]