Time flies

I can't believe 2 weeks have passed just since my last post. Mike is gone, and Matt leaves tomorrow. I leave in less than 3 weeks.

tim keeps telling me i need to slow down and smell the roses. as much as i fought that, i know hes right. so i am. i was stressing stressing stressing about making plans with every single friend before i leave.well im not doing that anymore. i know ill see my closest friends. yes, there are people that aren't my closest friends, but if they want to see me, THEY are going to have to stress about it. i just cant. my migraines are coming back bc im freaking out so much, and im not willing to throw away these last few days.

hopefully no one will take that personally. i just dont have the time or the energy to stress over every last minute. im going to do whats best for me. im going to be selfish for once, and just plan for myself.

and being selfish means leaving everyone and going to michigan. im fighting myself on that one too. i know itll be good for me. everything about it, taht college, the fresh start, the people, etc. but man, i do not want to leave my loved ones behind...