I am grateful

I am grateful for a God who is there when I feel like no one else is. I am grateful for a God who makes me feel like I'm a treasure when everyone else is making me feel quite the opposite. I am grateful for a God who tells me I am loved and welcome when I know I wouldn't feel it otherwise.

I really dislike knowing what to do, or knowing what to say. I really dislike knowing that people aren't 100% pleased. Those people being people close to me. I really dislike feeling terrible.

Lead me to the cross, where Your love poured out... I wish I could give other people that kind of love, give what I receive. But at the same time, I'm selfish, and wish I received it from more places.

I don't like things feeling so out of place. I don't like things feeling... not-okay.

I feel like I have been saying this a lot lately, but I really wish life was easier. So much easier.