im a hot, crying, sticky mess.
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you
I haven't felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
Are lyin' on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
that stupid song.
was the song i listened to constantly when jared and i first broke up
uuugh
i cant believe im blogging about this. over a year and a half later, close to 2 years.
why cant i just forget about him?
stupid stupid stupid.
i dont regret it. i cant. its pointless anyway, i cant change it
i just feel like... something is hanging, like the door is cracked
and i have to shut the door before i can move on to the next one
what do you do if your not sure how to shut the door?
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